Nightmare

by Anna Semina

I am a girl, a usual person

Who was loved once, but now it's over

To open my window, I have too much fears

I can flow only in my dreams, nowhere else

I’ve seen snow once, when I was a child, little girl

But now it's all over........

My childhood is not dreamy, it smells like a sadness, which

Always will be with me.

I am afraid to touch the rain, when I touch it I remember my other life

My life is a blank. This will never be over

The rain tastes like a sweet candy

I need to feel it, to feel alive

The first thing which I see in the morning is dark, flat, lonely, without anybody,

The last thing which I see is my room, full of fears, and

something makes me put myself all under the blanket, and do not look around.

I can see in the mirror myself, which doesn't look like me, I

came from nowhere, the wind is blowing and getting

spider webs from the window

Everything is gone now.